Dear Elni,

It is again dark outside. I am sitting in my room in front of the monitor, with the keyboard in front of me. Again waiting to see your nickname on the screen and have a nice chat with so many feelings in each word. I feel you so near and so distant in the same moment. Every day I find something new in you, something that makes me feel different but sure in one thing - you are not only my friend, you are something more, something deeper. Do you feel the same?

I am not sure in your feelings anymore. Not sure of what I am for you in fact? Am I just another nickname in your list or I am something special as you are for me. I am trying to find the answer by myself, but as I am trying I am getting scared of the answer I may find behind all this. I am not the one you wanted ... or it is you who have changed? I know that I am not the one to blame you, nor the one to want something special, because you are the second one in my heart and you know that I can not change this even if I love you more than I want to. I know that I am the one that makes the thing so complicated, but you said that you are ready for this and you want me after all. Is it still that way?

I remember the day when I decided that I couldn't hide my feeling from you anymore. I wrote you an SMS message and told you what I feel. You were so happy and motivated about the future and so many things were so beautiful and unreal in our relationship that I began thinking that I have found the real love. The love that must be kept and need all my loving. But after some time I began feeling forgotten, unwanted and left behind. Everything was important, but me. Everyone was near you, except me. I wanted to have you near, to feel you as a friend and even like a lover, to share and be there, but it seemed so hard for you to give me these things. I told you so many times that I need them.

After all these days and nights I know that I found a friend, but I am not sure if it is the real love. But I know that I have found my first true love and I will keep it that way. I also know that I will give you all the love you need, or at least all the love you want me to give you. I know that I will love you in a way I cannot show and cannot explain to you. I just want to be loved by you, at least as a friend. Let me know if you have changed you opinion about us. Let me know what has changed or if I am the one who does not understand things. I love you, my only sin! I love you as a friend and as a lover.

Love always,

Bona



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Hello Everyone I am a 28 year old Ethiopian man who is funny smart outgoing Loves to try new things Work at hospital, Has goals belive In GOD .... And I also Belives in love and I am also very openmineded enjoys talking and learning new things

lover,considerate,thoughtful,care,,,,

What a wonderful beginning to a new year! It began late in the previous year -- me finding you, chatting online, confessing my love, and then it happens all over again. The feelings that I’ve felt for you all along begin to resurface. Only this time, I am free to act on them without fear of upsetting anyone.

Thank you, Amy. What more can a man say to the woman who opened her heart to him, allowing him to feel the warmth of her love across the great distance that separates them? You truly have no idea what I feel for you.

I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. This feeling of being both scared and at peace, of having both butterflies and a sense of calm, is a feeling that I have only dreamed about. As the days continue to pass, my love for you continues to grow. I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Yet, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart. It seems that you have become the fiber of my soul, the very reason for my existence.

I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel. No words, no actions could even come close. I believe that Ronald Regan said it best to Nancy in a letter, telling her only that, "I more than love you". Their love was a strong love, surviving everything, even death. I believe that even after his passing, Nancy felt Ronald's love for her raining down upon her. That is why she has always seemed at peace after the death of such a truly loving husband. That is the love that I feel for you.!!!!!

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Unclean , No Goals , Dis respect , Stubborn , Stuck up

by BONA




I promise baby I'll love you
with you forever I'll stay
I'll do anything and everything
To keep harm to you away

I promise baby I can give you hugs
That only I can give
I'll honor and protect you
As long as I shall live

I promise baby I'll give you kisses
So sweet forever you'll taste
I'll kiss you until tomorrows here
No kisses for you to waste

I promise baby I'll be here with you
Like I know you'll be there for me
I'll bring happiness to your eyes
Love deeper than the sea

I promise baby I'll never hurt you
forever have no fears
I'll give up everything
To see you cry no tears

I promise baby you can trust me
I'll give you the world and more
I'll be your fairytale suitor
You shall be my Cinderella girl

I promise baby I'll treat you
As every women shall be
My beautiful royal princess
Show you off for everyone to see

I promise baby this to you
Promises so deep
than he said, " But I'm truly sorry,
there isn't one that I did keep."


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